I always dream of having a beautiful relationship just like on the television we see, a kind of story that has a happy ending. All my life, I am waiting for someone to make my life complete. And I promise myself that when I found her, I will never let it go. But there are some instances in life that we have to let go when it causes us too much pain and headache already. When we are not happy in the relationship anymore, and it does not bring good to us.
I hated my mother why she allows dad to go away. I blame her for destroying our family and growing up broken. She told me that my dad is abusing her, but I did not believe her. Her life with me is miserable; I do not want to talk to her and share what I feel. We are on the same roof but never had any conversation. She tries to keep in touch with me but I distant myself. Every time I remember my dad, it keeps me hating her. I knew that dad always gets irritated quickly. And sometimes saw mom crying inside their room, but maybe I just blinded myself to cover up dad. I don’t want to think wrong about them. Dad and I are close; he always buys my favorite food. He is consistent in his promises to me. He always goes every time I got an achievement in school. He was still there to defend me from bullies. And when he left, I feel so alone and put all the blames on mom. My mom tried to explain, but I do not want to hear anything from her. I do not want to think wrong about dad, even if I knew there was something wrong.
I met Ely, and he was my long-time suitor. I don’t like him at first but for many years being together, I have fallen in love with him. Ely is a good looking man, and he was always there to make me happy. He was still there to hear my dramas in life and willing to comfort me. Ely is one call away, every time I have a problem, he is immediately to rescue me.
And then I decided that we live together. That is when I realize why mom chooses to let go of dad. Ely’s true color fade, he was a violent man and keeps beating me. He doesn’t want me to go outside the house, and our relationship becomes toxic.
I dump him and ask sorry to mom. I began a new life as an Aperfield escort from https://charlotteaction.org/aperfield-escorts, and it did help me on moving on from Ely.